Life What is the worst thing that can happen in life

Life: What is the worst thing that can happen in life?

I will make it short because you people must know the theme .
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We both were neighbors living in the same apartment .
At that time she was 9 years old and I was 10years old .
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Without knowing much about love , I fell in love with her .
Yes , by seeing all the movies and scenes , I have decided that she is going to be my wife as we both are living in same apartment .
Later I have topped my 10th standard in school and she was so happy and gave me a warm hug in a friendly manner .
seriously , I didn't sleep for straight 3 days .
I was thinking about that only .
One of the best love moment in my life .
I have topped my 12th standard and got the seat in government medical college .
by then next year she couldn't get through in any of the top colleges and had only option to choose private medical college .
As we all know that how much needs to spend on private hands.
So they have sold their apartment and went to another small house near to the college .
First time my childhood dream shattered into pieces of glasses .
I never thought that she will go away from this apartment .
She was studying in different corner of my state and I was busy with my first year college .
To the whole , I didn't even try to express how much I loved her.
Some kind of fear haunted me a lot and always expected for some situation to arise for good things .
But in my case that situation never arised .
Learnt that we should have to create one situation.
During my 2nd year holiday, I went to her place and tried to see her outside .
We both didn't share number .
And I got to know her address from my parent's note book .
I was standing 50meters away from her house and looking for such moment to arise .
Morning over , now lunch time , I didn't feel like to eat because what if I missed her in that gap .
she didn't come out till night 8PM.
I couldn't stand there more and went back to home .
I was thinking of her most of the time in my life .
I cursed god for making her to move away from my apartment .
seriously, I was so crazily in love with her .
Even to the extreme I will do anything to get her in my life .
Kind of radical thoughts revoluted my heart many times and preached all harmful thoughts in my mind .
It's not just few days or years .
From my childhood , my only dream .
I never had a goal to become a doctor even .
I chose to study and give my best possible for all the patients .
But love on her can't be compared with anything in life .
More and more .
Finally during our college function , i was sitting in the reception to enter the name of other college students with their identify card .
That time first time I have seen her identity card , stucked , really , dumbstrucked for a moment , lump in my throat , tears were rolling out of eyes unconditionally , couldn't even have courage to look at her .
but then shouldn't miss this time and looked at her .
She already knew that I'm sitting here .
I left all and straightly gave her a warm , wet hug through my eyes too .
She consoled me.
Then we have exchanged each others mobile number and settled back to our own place .
I was chatting with her most of the time and got to know that even she was missing me a lot from those years.
But her parents were so strict and never allowed her to visit my home for a formality too .
Then I have completed my MBBS , and preparing for PG .
At that time , their parents started talking about marriage proposals for her .
She even shared that to me but still not mustered enough courage to say that I'm here waiting for you from childhood.
I have given a normal man's reply to her .
She didn't mind much.
In my first attempt itself , I got the seat in government medical college as senior resident Ophthalmologist.
But still I couldn't propose to her.
But her parents found a person who is very rich and working in USA as surgeon .
He was earning in crores as per Indian rupee value .
So their parents planned to get her marry to him , so that they can even settle in life at the end .
Because already they have invested a lot in her career itself .
I couldn't stop crying .
And I asked her to come to meet me .
We both met in beach and out of control , I bolded her hands and cried a lot .
I couldn't resist myself anymore and said I love you and I can't wait for this moment any longer .
She wiped off my tears and made me to lay on her shoulder .
I knew that she loves me but I didn't know why it took more time for me .
she slapped me and said , I love you and the pain you should bear because of your late attitude .
I felt so happy that I can even torn apart this earth into pieces 😀 .
And felt less gravity in my heart that made me to fly in the sky .
Then the problem happened here , Here parents was so stubborn to get her marry with that Rich guy and I'm not so rich but upper middle class who is studying without completing PG .
Though even if I clear then as per my experience I will be paid around ,1.
8lakhs per month .
With so much effort I can earn around 2.
5 lakhs minimum in our country .
But this will not be enough for her parents to satisfy.
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Both family came to know about this matter and even my parents went to talk about this.
but they strictly told us that they have no interest to get her daughter to marry a normal middle class .
I asked her to elope from the house too .
I knew that this idea will never be a good one in life but anyone can understand my situation that time .
I literally started hurting myself and thinking more about it.
In between have to handle my studies too .
Critic situation is haunting me .
They both got engaged formally in their house with grand support of everyone .
That day I felt that I failed in life miserably.
I lost my dream forever in life and never gonna retain it back into life .
She called me thousand times but I didn't attend even a single call .
Thought that this will never gonna workout in real life.
Guessed that Dreams are always Dreams and it will never make such things into reality .
But I couldn't die .
The government spent so much money on my training and education process and have to serve this nation with my quality education .
I have my own dream and it is still alive without being own to others .
u had to take a decision now .
that's what I thought .
Then I have booked a ticket to USA and straight away met him in the hospital .
I got his appointment to talk everything about how much I loved her .
Yes I didn't know what else I can do to get her in my life.
One thing that u will have to come back with good decision or should take decision to continue this life as a Doctor alone to serve my people.
He observed all and never said anything and comforted me to go back .
Because he said that he can't do anything against to his parents .
I came back to my home , cried a lot .
But decided to focus on my career .
She got married to the guy 6 years back .
And I'm working for people and seeing her happiness somewhere around the corner , treating my patients free of cost .
Yes , to whom should I earn money .
:) My mom died recently .
And me and my dad are living.
I still can't able to believe anything in my life.
I'm living only to pay back my nations hope on me to serve people and pay back my parents hope .
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KILL YOUR OWN PARENTS
It was a Busy Afternoon in Medicine Department.
A Patient got admitted and I as Intern , always the first Doctor to meet them.
A Young Boy 17 years old was lying on floor, not opening his eyes.
I asked his father and he told me the Patient loved a Girl from their village.
They were sweethearts studying in same class in school.
Soon their Love Story became talk of village but sadly they both belonged to different caste and love that also inter-caste in our society is a big TABOO.
The girl was subsequently locked in home not allowed to go to school and her family began to look for suitable groom for her from their caste so to save their pride.
The Patient's father too tried his best to reason with his Son but sadly his son saw no reason.
He met the Girls father where he was assulted.
After he came back home, his father slapped him as he felt it's only way to control his son.
The Patient in response, ate Rat Poison.
I took blood from his veins and my senior came in.
It's very difficult to say the constituent of rat poison as different companies use different formula.
We started primary treatment and the Consultant was called in.
She assesed the Patient but sadly it was too late, he ate some poison which seemed very unusual then a typical rat poison.
Before we could pin point the poison he died.
He died after around half hour.
He was only child to his parents .
His mother cried and she didn't stop till she passed out.
Hearing her loud cries a crowd surrounded her.
She kept banging her hand and head asking Allah what was her sin that she is being punished.
One month later, she came to psychiatric ward but this time as Patient.
She said she had lost her parents in early age, have lived without eating for multiple days but nothing hurts more then seeing your dead son's face.
The pain can't be explained, their life have been shattered.
They had small saving for his son, so that he can study further but now all this hurts.
Life never seemed more meaningless.
To be honest even though patients parents are alive but they are dead from inside waiting to get buried.
While I belive that many things are wrong in our society but the worst thing you can do is kill your self, giving your family life time punishment of your deeds.
You leave behind a Wound that will never heal and keep hurting and stop your love one's from enjoying anything in life.
Read more about [1]
Mo was sentenced to death by the Hangzhou City Intermediate People's court.
For almost a year, Shengbin Lin was immersed in tremendous grief.
He often woke up from dreams of fire, first relieved that it was only a dream, and then he would open his eyes and find it wasn't a dream at all, but the reality.
He started a blog named “Wife and Kids in Heaven” and the blog was followed by millions.
On Christmas, before the verdict was reached, he wrote:
Christmas this year feels very cold to me — it chills me to my soul.

My heart is filled with sadness as I watch the decorations and the lights in Hangzhou, and the presents hanging on the big Christmas tree at the entrance of the housing compound, and the children with their festive smiles.

Lin attended the sentencing.
He was still struggling with the deep emotional pain of losing his wife and children.
After the verdict, Lin posted:
The devil has finally received the punishment of the law, the death penalty.
I have suffered day and night for the past 200 days, and today finally received the verdict.
[2]
What is the worst thing that can happen in life?
It's not losing a loved one, or two loved ones.
It's losing every one you've loved all at once, while you're trapped in this world, at a young age, being eaten alive by the deep, tremendous emotional pain.
And the murderer is someone whom you have always cared, respected and liked.
If I were Lin, I'd beg Mo to show me mercy by killing me as well.
Any attempt to keep me in this world would be cruelty.
That's why I would rather lose the ability to love or feel, than to bear such emotional pain.

When you fall in love with a guy who completely uses you for sex, money and other advantages and it's too late when you realize it.

Am going anonymous as he is on quora and still he is my boyfriend.
I tried hard to breakup after I realized that for 6 months he used me very cleverly.
Today is our one year anniversary and tears rolled down my eyes reloading what i have lost after I fall in love with him
I was a fool and I am a fool.
The reason I am still with him is that he has some of my private pics which he cleaverly uses to let me stay.
I am completely frustrated.
This was the worst one year of my life.
Wastgae of money, time and myself.
I always feel being used.
I don't think I will ever fall in love again.
Am too much frightened now.
I don't know how to get rid of him.
If anyone have any suggestions please comment.
I am waiting for solutions.
Am fed up with life.
I don't even het time to study as he always come over to my place and wastes my time.
I want to study a lot.
Please help me if possible.

The death of a sibling
OK, I’ll start with the long version
In 2015, my mother told me that she was pregnant.
I was really happy that I would have a younger sibling.
We later did an ultrasound, which revealed that there were no problems, although we weren't able to find the gender of my sibling.
A few months later, my mother told my dad that she didn't feel well and the baby felt weird as well.
He rushed her to a doctor, who said that the baby had no pulse and that we should go to a hospital and preform a Cesarean section (C-section).
In the hospital, the surgery was preformed, where we revealed that:
What happened is that, usually before birth, the baby turns itself around so that it exits head-first, but when my sister did that, she accidentally twisted the Umbilical Cord around her neck.
in an attempt to free herself, she only tightened it more, which choked her.
It was nearly midnight, and there was nobody awake in the village.
I and my dad went to my aunt’s (from my mothers side) house, and woke her up.
She went to our house to take care of mom.
then we woke up our neighbor, and the Sheikh (basically a priest), and we washed her body (in our tradition the dead are washed before the burial), wrapped her in a clean, white cloth, and i and my dad dug the grave.
I held her in my hands one more time, said goodbye, and gave her to my dad, and we buried her between her grandfather and grandmother
I still miss her, even though i never met her
RIP Alice, 01 Sept, 2015

This is a long and sad story.
Do you have any ideal about women trafficking in China?Because of One Child Policy and Viewing Sons as Better than Daughters,many families,especially poor rural families will check the child's gender.
If it's a girl,they will abortion.
Sometimes,they will drown or discarding baby girl.
Now, marriageable male to female ratio is about 110-100,there are about thirty million single men can't get married.
So,it creates a evil trading:women trafficking.
We call this kind of human who trafficking women "人贩子“(ren fan zi).
Renfanzi like girls come from my hometown sichuan trafficked to the north rural.
They like sichuan girl.
Because first,sichuan girl are pretty and hot.
Secondly,the population of sichuan is very much,about one hundred million.
Finally,sichuan is located in southwest China,far enough away from the She beg the old man let her go,but he disagree.
They said they will nice to her.
And her "father-in-low"say he spent 7000 yuan to by her,and there are no way to let her go back.
She tied up.
Her "wedding" was held outside the house.
This is her "husband".
She beg him,but he say he won't let her go,unless she returned to his 7000 yuan.
She said,this behavior is illegal,but he said that everyone should get married to spend money,and person live in city will spend more.
Bai didn't want to sleep with her "husband",so her "father-in-low"and "mother-in-low"according to her on the bed,strip off her clothes.
Then her "husband"raped her.
The next day, she run out.
All the people in the village pursue her.
She ran to the village head's home,hoping he can help her.
But he said Bai couldn't prove her identity,also cannot prove that she was bought.
He ask her go home with her "husband".
Everyone know the evil trafficking,but nobody help Bai.
So she killed herself,but she was saved.
After her out of the hospital,her "mother-in-low"let two girls to persuade her.
The two girls are trafficked too.
The girl dressed in orange on the right isn't a professional actor.
She living in the village in the film shooting,and Now,she have two children,and her "husband" often beat her.
Her name is chen in the movie.
I think she is very beautiful.
She is a typical sichuan pretty girls looks.
Because she looks a bit like me(of course I am not as beauty as her),when I saw her,I was very sad.
Bai told Chen she want to run away.
She taught Bai which way to go.
Bai with her "husband" went to buy oil.
They saw a lame woman.
He told Bai,that woman was interrupted a leg because of she want to run away.
He warned her not to escape.
But Bai ran away.
Chen told her be careful,and hope she tell her parent and let them to take her home after she back to sichuan.
She met a driver on the road.
But she had no money to pay the fare,so the driver didn't let her get on the car.
She was caught again.
As punishment,she was beaten and then locked up.
What a beautiful eyes!
She wrote a letter to her family.
request the postman letter for her.
She need money to run,so she had sex with the grocery store boss.
She got 40 yuan.
Finally,she had money of escape.
She came to the town,ready to leave by bus.
Unfortunately,her "husband" found her.
She asked the driver don't open the door.
Her "husband" told the driver,the woman is his wife,and let the driver to open the door.
She was caught again.
Her "mother-in-low" discovered she was pregnant.
I want to say WTF!
People found a baby girl were drowned in the pond.
Everyone knows that the baby was murdered because of her gender.
Bai has seen the poor girl.
She was afraid her baby is a girl.
She wrote many letters to her family.
In the meanwhile,she have a baby boy.
A boy saw the postman give her letter to her "husband".
He told it to Bai
Bai let the boy secretly letter for her in the town.
At last,her father came with two police.
Her "mother-in-low" rob her child.
But she had to go.
Everyone to stopped the police car on the road,when they know that she was taken away by the police.
The police couldn't control the situation.
They decided to leave Bai and her father.
Her "husband" began to hit her again after the police gone.
Her father was hit for protect her.
The end of the story,she hit her "husband" one knife.
Her eyes filled with despair.
The film adaptation of the true story.
The real Bai killed her "husband",so she was sentenced to death.
The story happen to 1990 s.
But until now,there still has a lot of women abducted in China.
Some of them is more tragic than Bai.
But the movie is banned film in China.
I think this is not a personal tragedy,this is the social tragedy.
There is a phrase written by netizens:
“当初是你要堕胎,堕胎就堕胎~ You want to abortion,so you have an abortion.
现在又要女人爱,女人哪里来~Now you want to have a wife,but you can't find her.
你家儿媳土里埋,已有二十载~Your daughter-in-low has been buried for 20 years.
贞子花子伽椰子,今晚招婿来。The female ghosts will go looking for you tonight.
当初是谁要男孩,一再堕女胎?Who want to had boy,and kill all girls?
如今这帮繁殖癌,想起媳妇来?You motherfuckers want to have a wife now?
你家儿媳土里埋,水里重投胎。Your daughter-in-low has been buried for 20 years.
砸锅卖铁娶不来,活你TM该!”So you can't get married,It serves you fucking right!

Life: What is the worst thing that can happen in life?

I will make it short because you people must know the theme .
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We both were neighbors living in the same apartment .
At that time she was 9 years old and I was 10years old .
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Without knowing much about love , I fell in love with her .
Yes , by seeing all the movies and scenes , I have decided that she is going to be my wife as we both are living in same apartment .
Later I have topped my 10th standard in school and she was so happy and gave me a warm hug in a friendly manner .
seriously , I didn't sleep for straight 3 days .
I was thinking about that only .
One of the best love moment in my life .
I have topped my 12th standard and got the seat in government medical college .
by then next year she couldn't get through in any of the top colleges and had only option to choose private medical college .
As we all know that how much needs to spend on private hands.
So they have sold their apartment and went to another small house near to the college .
First time my childhood dream shattered into pieces of glasses .
I never thought that she will go away from this apartment .
She was studying in different corner of my state and I was busy with my first year college .
To the whole , I didn't even try to express how much I loved her.
Some kind of fear haunted me a lot and always expected for some situation to arise for good things .
But in my case that situation never arised .
Learnt that we should have to create one situation.
During my 2nd year holiday, I went to her place and tried to see her outside .
We both didn't share number .
And I got to know her address from my parent's note book .
I was standing 50meters away from her house and looking for such moment to arise .
Morning over , now lunch time , I didn't feel like to eat because what if I missed her in that gap .
she didn't come out till night 8PM.
I couldn't stand there more and went back to home .
I was thinking of her most of the time in my life .
I cursed god for making her to move away from my apartment .
seriously, I was so crazily in love with her .
Even to the extreme I will do anything to get her in my life .
Kind of radical thoughts revoluted my heart many times and preached all harmful thoughts in my mind .
It's not just few days or years .
From my childhood , my only dream .
I never had a goal to become a doctor even .
I chose to study and give my best possible for all the patients .
But love on her can't be compared with anything in life .
More and more .
Finally during our college function , i was sitting in the reception to enter the name of other college students with their identify card .
That time first time I have seen her identity card , stucked , really , dumbstrucked for a moment , lump in my throat , tears were rolling out of eyes unconditionally , couldn't even have courage to look at her .
but then shouldn't miss this time and looked at her .
She already knew that I'm sitting here .
I left all and straightly gave her a warm , wet hug through my eyes too .
She consoled me.
Then we have exchanged each others mobile number and settled back to our own place .
I was chatting with her most of the time and got to know that even she was missing me a lot from those years.
But her parents were so strict and never allowed her to visit my home for a formality too .
Then I have completed my MBBS , and preparing for PG .
At that time , their parents started talking about marriage proposals for her .
She even shared that to me but still not mustered enough courage to say that I'm here waiting for you from childhood.
I have given a normal man's reply to her .
She didn't mind much.
In my first attempt itself , I got the seat in government medical college as senior resident Ophthalmologist.
But still I couldn't propose to her.
But her parents found a person who is very rich and working in USA as surgeon .
He was earning in crores as per Indian rupee value .
So their parents planned to get her marry to him , so that they can even settle in life at the end .
Because already they have invested a lot in her career itself .
I couldn't stop crying .
And I asked her to come to meet me .
We both met in beach and out of control , I bolded her hands and cried a lot .
I couldn't resist myself anymore and said I love you and I can't wait for this moment any longer .
She wiped off my tears and made me to lay on her shoulder .
I knew that she loves me but I didn't know why it took more time for me .
she slapped me and said , I love you and the pain you should bear because of your late attitude .
I felt so happy that I can even torn apart this earth into pieces 😀 .
And felt less gravity in my heart that made me to fly in the sky .
Then the problem happened here , Here parents was so stubborn to get her marry with that Rich guy and I'm not so rich but upper middle class who is studying without completing PG .
Though even if I clear then as per my experience I will be paid around ,1.
8lakhs per month .
With so much effort I can earn around 2.
5 lakhs minimum in our country .
But this will not be enough for her parents to satisfy.
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Both family came to know about this matter and even my parents went to talk about this.
but they strictly told us that they have no interest to get her daughter to marry a normal middle class .
I asked her to elope from the house too .
I knew that this idea will never be a good one in life but anyone can understand my situation that time .
I literally started hurting myself and thinking more about it.
In between have to handle my studies too .
Critic situation is haunting me .
They both got engaged formally in their house with grand support of everyone .
That day I felt that I failed in life miserably.
I lost my dream forever in life and never gonna retain it back into life .
She called me thousand times but I didn't attend even a single call .
Thought that this will never gonna workout in real life.
Guessed that Dreams are always Dreams and it will never make such things into reality .
But I couldn't die .
The government spent so much money on my training and education process and have to serve this nation with my quality education .
I have my own dream and it is still alive without being own to others .
u had to take a decision now .
that's what I thought .
Then I have booked a ticket to USA and straight away met him in the hospital .
I got his appointment to talk everything about how much I loved her .
Yes I didn't know what else I can do to get her in my life.
One thing that u will have to come back with good decision or should take decision to continue this life as a Doctor alone to serve my people.
He observed all and never said anything and comforted me to go back .
Because he said that he can't do anything against to his parents .
I came back to my home , cried a lot .
But decided to focus on my career .
She got married to the guy 6 years back .
And I'm working for people and seeing her happiness somewhere around the corner , treating my patients free of cost .
Yes , to whom should I earn money .
:) My mom died recently .
And me and my dad are living.
I still can't able to believe anything in my life.
I'm living only to pay back my nations hope on me to serve people and pay back my parents hope .
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KILL YOUR OWN PARENTS
It was a Busy Afternoon in Medicine Department.
A Patient got admitted and I as Intern , always the first Doctor to meet them.
A Young Boy 17 years old was lying on floor, not opening his eyes.
I asked his father and he told me the Patient loved a Girl from their village.
They were sweethearts studying in same class in school.
Soon their Love Story became talk of village but sadly they both belonged to different caste and love that also inter-caste in our society is a big TABOO.
The girl was subsequently locked in home not allowed to go to school and her family began to look for suitable groom for her from their caste so to save their pride.
The Patient's father too tried his best to reason with his Son but sadly his son saw no reason.
He met the Girls father where he was assulted.
After he came back home, his father slapped him as he felt it's only way to control his son.
The Patient in response, ate Rat Poison.
I took blood from his veins and my senior came in.
It's very difficult to say the constituent of rat poison as different companies use different formula.
We started primary treatment and the Consultant was called in.
She assesed the Patient but sadly it was too late, he ate some poison which seemed very unusual then a typical rat poison.
Before we could pin point the poison he died.
He died after around half hour.
He was only child to his parents .
His mother cried and she didn't stop till she passed out.
Hearing her loud cries a crowd surrounded her.
She kept banging her hand and head asking Allah what was her sin that she is being punished.
One month later, she came to psychiatric ward but this time as Patient.
She said she had lost her parents in early age, have lived without eating for multiple days but nothing hurts more then seeing your dead son's face.
The pain can't be explained, their life have been shattered.
They had small saving for his son, so that he can study further but now all this hurts.
Life never seemed more meaningless.
To be honest even though patients parents are alive but they are dead from inside waiting to get buried.
While I belive that many things are wrong in our society but the worst thing you can do is kill your self, giving your family life time punishment of your deeds.
You leave behind a Wound that will never heal and keep hurting and stop your love one's from enjoying anything in life.
Read more about
[1]
Mo was sentenced to death by the Hangzhou City Intermediate People's court.
For almost a year, Shengbin Lin was immersed in tremendous grief.
He often woke up from dreams of fire, first relieved that it was only a dream, and then he would open his eyes and find it wasn't a dream at all, but the reality.
He started a blog named “Wife and Kids in Heaven” and the blog was followed by millions.
On Christmas, before the verdict was reached, he wrote:
Christmas this year feels very cold to me — it chills me to my soul.

My heart is filled with sadness as I watch the decorations and the lights in Hangzhou, and the presents hanging on the big Christmas tree at the entrance of the housing compound, and the children with their festive smiles.

Lin attended the sentencing.
He was still struggling with the deep emotional pain of losing his wife and children.
After the verdict, Lin posted:
The devil has finally received the punishment of the law, the death penalty.
I have suffered day and night for the past 200 days, and today finally received the verdict.
[2]
What is the worst thing that can happen in life?
It's not losing a loved one, or two loved ones.
It's losing every one you've loved all at once, while you're trapped in this world, at a young age, being eaten alive by the deep, tremendous emotional pain.
And the murderer is someone whom you have always cared, respected and liked.
If I were Lin, I'd beg Mo to show me mercy by killing me as well.
Any attempt to keep me in this world would be cruelty.
That's why I would rather lose the ability to love or feel, than to bear such emotional pain.

When you fall in love with a guy who completely uses you for sex, money and other advantages and it's too late when you realize it.

Am going anonymous as he is on quora and still he is my boyfriend.
I tried hard to breakup after I realized that for 6 months he used me very cleverly.
Today is our one year anniversary and tears rolled down my eyes reloading what i have lost after I fall in love with him
I was a fool and I am a fool.
The reason I am still with him is that he has some of my private pics which he cleaverly uses to let me stay.
I am completely frustrated.
This was the worst one year of my life.
Wastgae of money, time and myself.
I always feel being used.
I don't think I will ever fall in love again.
Am too much frightened now.
I don't know how to get rid of him.
If anyone have any suggestions please comment.
I am waiting for solutions.
Am fed up with life.
I don't even het time to study as he always come over to my place and wastes my time.
I want to study a lot.
Please help me if possible.

The death of a sibling
OK, I’ll start with the long version
In 2015, my mother told me that she was pregnant.
I was really happy that I would have a younger sibling.
We later did an ultrasound, which revealed that there were no problems, although we weren't able to find the gender of my sibling.
A few months later, my mother told my dad that she didn't feel well and the baby felt weird as well.
He rushed her to a doctor, who said that the baby had no pulse and that we should go to a hospital and preform a Cesarean section (C-section).
In the hospital, the surgery was preformed, where we revealed that:
What happened is that, usually before birth, the baby turns itself around so that it exits head-first, but when my sister did that, she accidentally twisted the Umbilical Cord around her neck.
in an attempt to free herself, she only tightened it more, which choked her.
It was nearly midnight, and there was nobody awake in the village.
I and my dad went to my aunt’s (from my mothers side) house, and woke her up.
She went to our house to take care of mom.
then we woke up our neighbor, and the Sheikh (basically a priest), and we washed her body (in our tradition the dead are washed before the burial), wrapped her in a clean, white cloth, and i and my dad dug the grave.
I held her in my hands one more time, said goodbye, and gave her to my dad, and we buried her between her grandfather and grandmother
I still miss her, even though i never met her
RIP Alice, 01 Sept, 2015

This is a long and sad story.
Do you have any ideal about women trafficking in China?Because of One Child Policy and Viewing Sons as Better than Daughters,many families,especially poor rural families will check the child's gender.
If it's a girl,they will abortion.
Sometimes,they will drown or discarding baby girl.
Now, marriageable male to female ratio is about 110-100,there are about thirty million single men can't get married.
So,it creates a evil trading:women trafficking.
We call this kind of human who trafficking women "人贩子“(ren fan zi).
Renfanzi like girls come from my hometown sichuan trafficked to the north rural.
They like sichuan girl.
Because first,sichuan girl are pretty and hot.
Secondly,the population of sichuan is very much,about one hundred million.
Finally,sichuan is located in southwest China,far enough away from the She beg the old man let her go,but he disagree.
They said they will nice to her.
And her "father-in-low"say he spent 7000 yuan to by her,and there are no way to let her go back.
She tied up.
Her "wedding" was held outside the house.
This is her "husband".
She beg him,but he say he won't let her go,unless she returned to his 7000 yuan.
She said,this behavior is illegal,but he said that everyone should get married to spend money,and person live in city will spend more.
Bai didn't want to sleep with her "husband",so her "father-in-low"and "mother-in-low"according to her on the bed,strip off her clothes.
Then her "husband"raped her.
The next day, she run out.
All the people in the village pursue her.
She ran to the village head's home,hoping he can help her.
But he said Bai couldn't prove her identity,also cannot prove that she was bought.
He ask her go home with her "husband".
Everyone know the evil trafficking,but nobody help Bai.
So she killed herself,but she was saved.
After her out of the hospital,her "mother-in-low"let two girls to persuade her.
The two girls are trafficked too.
The girl dressed in orange on the right isn't a professional actor.
She living in the village in the film shooting,and Now,she have two children,and her "husband" often beat her.
Her name is chen in the movie.
I think she is very beautiful.
She is a typical sichuan pretty girls looks.
Because she looks a bit like me(of course I am not as beauty as her),when I saw her,I was very sad.
Bai told Chen she want to run away.
She taught Bai which way to go.
Bai with her "husband" went to buy oil.
They saw a lame woman.
He told Bai,that woman was interrupted a leg because of she want to run away.
He warned her not to escape.
But Bai ran away.
Chen told her be careful,and hope she tell her parent and let them to take her home after she back to sichuan.
She met a driver on the road.
But she had no money to pay the fare,so the driver didn't let her get on the car.
She was caught again.
As punishment,she was beaten and then locked up.
What a beautiful eyes!
She wrote a letter to her family.
request the postman letter for her.
She need money to run,so she had sex with the grocery store boss.
She got 40 yuan.
Finally,she had money of escape.
She came to the town,ready to leave by bus.
Unfortunately,her "husband" found her.
She asked the driver don't open the door.
Her "husband" told the driver,the woman is his wife,and let the driver to open the door.
She was caught again.
Her "mother-in-low" discovered she was pregnant.
I want to say WTF!
People found a baby girl were drowned in the pond.
Everyone knows that the baby was murdered because of her gender.
Bai has seen the poor girl.
She was afraid her baby is a girl.
She wrote many letters to her family.
In the meanwhile,she have a baby boy.
A boy saw the postman give her letter to her "husband".
He told it to Bai
Bai let the boy secretly letter for her in the town.
At last,her father came with two police.
Her "mother-in-low" rob her child.
But she had to go.
Everyone to stopped the police car on the road,when they know that she was taken away by the police.
The police couldn't control the situation.
They decided to leave Bai and her father.
Her "husband" began to hit her again after the police gone.
Her father was hit for protect her.
The end of the story,she hit her "husband" one knife.
Her eyes filled with despair.
The film adaptation of the true story.
The real Bai killed her "husband",so she was sentenced to death.
The story happen to 1990 s.
But until now,there still has a lot of women abducted in China.
Some of them is more tragic than Bai.
But the movie is banned film in China.
I think this is not a personal tragedy,this is the social tragedy.
There is a phrase written by netizens:
“当初是你要堕胎,堕胎就堕胎~ You want to abortion,so you have an abortion.
现在又要女人爱,女人哪里来~Now you want to have a wife,but you can't find her.
你家儿媳土里埋,已有二十载~Your daughter-in-low has been buried for 20 years.
贞子花子伽椰子,今晚招婿来。The female ghosts will go looking for you tonight.
当初是谁要男孩,一再堕女胎?Who want to had boy,and kill all girls?
如今这帮繁殖癌,想起媳妇来?You motherfuckers want to have a wife now?
你家儿媳土里埋,水里重投胎。Your daughter-in-low has been buried for 20 years.
砸锅卖铁娶不来,活你TM该!”So you can't get married,It serves you fucking right!

Updated: 13.07.2019 — 8:39 pm

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